Grumbles

It's been ages since I didn't up date my blog occasionally. Either I'm out of idea or I don't have the time to blog anything interesting. I wanted to blog about my working place but .....there nothing interesting I wanted to share with.

Ever since I'm working at the new place I don't have time for everything. I don't even have time to chat with ex-colleagues, read blogs, read e-news, update on the latest song, latest fashion etc etc. I'm kinda left behind. I miss all those time when I have the freedom doing all those things at the comfort of myself at the office at my desk without my boss scolding or nagging at me. (Long sighs) How I wish I never "kicked" out from that co. Somehow or rather life goes on & accept everything as faith and my decision of upgrading myself to a position which I never expect. It's too late to regret but I take this opportunity to learn as much as I can and gain more experience for future sake. Patient is the key to success!

Now I seldom surf net in the office. Only when I have the "freedom" then I dare to log in. Sometimes I don't have the freedom unless I have a blocking space that no one can see me online :)
I can say that I go back home late everyday. I even work till late, which I don't like even my loved ones at home. But I hope that they understand what I've been through. People said this is different. This is not a company like any other company where they have flexible working hours. My working time is very hectic. Everyday market list market list comes to my desk and the worst part is I have the dateline everyday. Most of the time I have to run from one office to another office which located quite far. Sometimes I have to wear my flat shoes to run. Most of the time I have to eat my lunch very late just to finish my task. It's not that I want to show off my hardworkingness. Dang! Every week I have to bring back my work for the weekends. I didn't live my enjoyable weekend life like how I used to :( There are times when I've done my best to complete every tasks given and yet people still not happy with what I've done and often get the negative feedback. I'm just a normal human who only have two hands not like a machine who can work perfectly.

I can't relate too much about my work. But for sure I'm still learning and gaining more experience as much as I could before I declare myself as "taukenio". Ahaks....In my dream I guess. This is the opportunity I have while I'm still young. So live life to the fullest while I have the opportunity :)

Last but not least, I'm glad that I'm part of the team!